Gray

We do not live in a perfect world

Everything is twisted and curled

Vivid contrasts between light and dark

Everything is so cold and stark

We are lost between shades of gray

Stuck between night and the light of day

We live with indecision thinking, “Come what may.”

And as we wait, we let the gray settle and stay

All desire and hope is obliterated and lost

As our ambitious paths are sadly uncrossed

Inaction has put our lives in the path of mediocrity

We lacked the courage and stuck with simplicity

We are lost between shades of gray

Stuck between night and the light of day

We live with indecision thinking, “Come what may.”

And as we wait, we let the gray settle and stay

Be done with gray, take a stance

Don’t regret life and take a chance

The entirety of life is a choice

Don’t live life without a voice

Regret

You were too late

And so this is your fate

All that’s left is anger and pain

Everyday still ends in rain

He doesn’t care

You were just a spare

But he meant more to you then that

Maybe you were nothing more than a doormat

Something goes wrong

And then you know your friendship doesn’t belong

It’s buried beneath the bitterness and lies

Then you realize everything dies

You trusted him

You let him in

But he doesn’t care if you live or die

As every moment passes, you wonder why

It seems your friendship was just a game

Valued at how much you could entertain

Oh how you would love for him to end

Then you remember he was your best friend

Fallacy

Hope doesn’t exist

Hope is a delusional twist

You think you’ll win the fight

But in the end you face nothing but spite

Everything you know is a lie

There’s nothing to do but die

Why do we keep living?

If there’s no end worth receiving?

Why do we feel the pain?

If there’s no end to this torrent of rain?

Doubt

Sometimes I wish the pain away,

Sometimes I would like for it to stay

My heart fights but breaks

and all around me my body aches

Can I ever truly win?

Or will I forever be taken on this spin?

Who am I supposed to be?

Because I know

No one can set me free

They just watch the show

As I look for the key.

Poems

Above are some poems a wrote in darker hours of my life. A lot of these poems aren't my philosophy. It's just touching on emotions that I think everyone feels every now and again. They aren't the moments that make up our life. But they are moments that influence who we are. We become better people by overcoming the darker parts of ourselves. We all have darkness inside us but eventually we don't have to.

Wow... talk about procrastination.

I've had a blog for who knows how long... and for some reason I've never put anything up on it until today. *sighs* oh well. Maybe I'll get this whole thing figured out eventually right? ;) I know I'm a teenager and supposed to be technologically savvy, but not with this. So if anyone has suggestions please tell me how to do it ;)

Oh!! Feeling slightly depressed? I'm going to post some poems I've written. It will make you feel worse. Tee hee.